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This is my Fav. band..they rock my freakin sox

Life is Over

She sat there all alone

just taking it all in

thinking about everything

that could have never been

She barely ever changed the song

liking every single word

but everyone around her

hated what they had heard

outside it had slowly started to fall

then everything soaked in rain

she felt something inside her

that reared up all her pain

she had let her guard down earlier

open to whatever they said

what did she do to deserve this

she shouldn’t let it get to her head

looking out the window

she saw someone fall down hard

her heart stopped for a second

her world felt suddenly barred

her knees caved in under her

and she slumped over to the mound

she rolled the body over

and her hope plummeted thru the ground

staring at all the blood

as the life was slipping away

her heart was torn to pieces

without even a slight delay

her mother lay before her

the rain came pouring down

she tried to say her final words

but the blood had made them drown

her friend forever died in her arms

killed in a horrific way

her dreams had all been torn apart

at the sight of this tragic display

the days went by terribly slow

and the girl had tried to move on

"there is no love in this cold world"

those words, her grave, written upon

before she killed herself one day

she sat in her room in fear

her father had beaten her not long ago

she was afraid to look in the mirror

she looked at her feet sitting on the bed

then glanced at a pile of clothes

she remembered all the terrible things

as a drop of blood slid off her nose

her self-esteem was completely gone

people at school beat at it

she found herself with no reason to live

and her life she seemed not to fit

The fishnet shirts, the long black hair

they never seemed to have seen

the deep, dark hidden purpose

that was not quite so serene

life was hard for this poor girl

she dressed like what she felt

the lies, the cursing, the pain inside

all with which had to be dealt

all her life she had no one to talk to

there was no one who understood

and no one would help her

even if they knew they could

without a reason to live and no one to care

she exit-ed her terrible life

although it was messy and bloody

she gained relief from her constant strife

she waited until she knew he was gone

then placed the gun to her head

as she cried with the trigger ready

she slowly lie down on her bed

for the last few seconds all she thought about

was the abuse, the horror, the lies

it was more then she should have known

she let it all out with her eyes

She took more in then she could stand

And had absolutely no self pride

Her had tensed quickly then slowly eased

As her blood rolled off to the side

As she thought, no one knew

Or cared that she wasn’t there

her life had been an accident

not even her mother had tried to repair

the girl had died in a horrible way

in utter and complete despair

her father found her late at night

retrieving the gun without care

she had never known the truth

of the real events of that night

she saw her mother fall down, dead

but the killer was out of sight.

The person who had killed her mom

Had speed, swiftness and stealth

But the same person who killed her parent

Drove her to kill herself

Her father was responsible

For all the unbearable pain

Her mother had been running away

Cause her father had gone insane.

This has been a lovely piece of sheer joy…

Straight from the mind of…

Caitlin Singer

Enjoy…